I Remember...........
I remember coming in last night very drunk, i also remember playing poker, after a flashback this morning i also remember someone typing in LOL in the chat box after i had made a donkesque play.
What i don't remember was how much damage i had done.
But i do now.........
One of my accounts had been cleared - it only had £250 in and to be honest i cant even remember playing on this account but the statement page says i did and my allaby (sp.)would not stand up in court.
What i cannot believe is that i started to play on the $50 to $10,000 account - i tried to keep that one for blog bestest and aside as a sort of focus and challenge. Somebody did a small fuck up last night - the roll did stand at $840 and was going well - let us just say it now stands at less than $550 so some pissed up fool spunked $300 on roulette and poker last night. :)
I know why i did it, had a fookin awful row with a female friend but that is all sorted now, but reacted by playing poker when pissed/on uber tilt and steamin'. This is stoooooopid but something always seems to draw me to the tables - think i sort of feel safe there or have a chance to prove myself or perhaps like a bit of a gamboooooooool to take my mind off of other things.....................Anyway, one step forward two steps back, i have to include this shocker in the accounting and will try and learn from this - know i will not - no man, woman or animal is stopping me from playing when i have had a skinfull and fancy it - :( need a minder.
Still, least i didn't destroy it completely hey? It is a headfuck though because i was about to be able to play decent stakes and will be in a rush to get it all back ASAP - this could lead to uber tilt II very soon - but lets let the future sort this fine mess out.
About to watch the Carling Cup with a Subway and a lot of Coca Cola, got a few mates coming round so might get back on the old virtual tables before bedtime tonight and claw a bit back.
What i don't remember was how much damage i had done.
But i do now.........
One of my accounts had been cleared - it only had £250 in and to be honest i cant even remember playing on this account but the statement page says i did and my allaby (sp.)would not stand up in court.
What i cannot believe is that i started to play on the $50 to $10,000 account - i tried to keep that one for blog bestest and aside as a sort of focus and challenge. Somebody did a small fuck up last night - the roll did stand at $840 and was going well - let us just say it now stands at less than $550 so some pissed up fool spunked $300 on roulette and poker last night. :)
I know why i did it, had a fookin awful row with a female friend but that is all sorted now, but reacted by playing poker when pissed/on uber tilt and steamin'. This is stoooooopid but something always seems to draw me to the tables - think i sort of feel safe there or have a chance to prove myself or perhaps like a bit of a gamboooooooool to take my mind off of other things.....................Anyway, one step forward two steps back, i have to include this shocker in the accounting and will try and learn from this - know i will not - no man, woman or animal is stopping me from playing when i have had a skinfull and fancy it - :( need a minder.
Still, least i didn't destroy it completely hey? It is a headfuck though because i was about to be able to play decent stakes and will be in a rush to get it all back ASAP - this could lead to uber tilt II very soon - but lets let the future sort this fine mess out.
About to watch the Carling Cup with a Subway and a lot of Coca Cola, got a few mates coming round so might get back on the old virtual tables before bedtime tonight and claw a bit back.
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2:34 pm
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